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--> wow..haven't been here for ages..oh well, i've been really busy (and lazy at the same time) these past months..

--> jaded?! totally..first, my scholarship has been terminated and because of financial troubles i have to transfer to another school..sad thing is i still don't know where i'll transfer and what course to pursue..it's really frustrating..i feel totally useless and stupid for letting myself get caught up on pressures..urgh!!!
and then, sad thing is i also had a big fight with my boyfriend..that was like a month ago and he just won't talk to me or even want to see me..now i don't know if we're still together or he already decided to move on with his life..long- distance relationship sucks!!! i can't really figure out the true essence of having a boyfriend and being a girlfriend because with my experience, relationships only cause pain and frustration!! waaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..